even it is a holiday..which everyone is eager to wait for it..but not me..although i can sleep till 12pm without mother nagging..but this makes me worry one little thing which is...
'I m alone again'
i always went to school..with a i-m-confident look..
but u haven't know..what actually happen inside of me..
i m not the confident ppl that u think is..i weaker than u hv thought..
n most of all...i m always alone..no matter how hard i try..i will ended up..being alone..
i try to go up..spice up the scene..ya..they r happy..which makes me happy..
but when someone came up stage..they will all forget about me..they will leave me aside..
even when i write a lot of things..they never read it nor answer my question..
mayb i m really useless after all..
i always think i deserve having a great family like them..but i was wrong..
i never deserve it at all..all of them so clever..n talented..me??jus only a piece of junk..which even a garbage junk would not like to take in..
i just only a stupid which make ppl more work to do..
i m only just a piece of junk which no one wanted..
i really deserve the lonely feelings which had haunted me for years..
this will never stopped..
wat hurt me most..even 'that' person..ignore me like others did..i guess there is really no good reason for me to live in this green Earth right?
Written by,
爱情Bluey a.k.a 坏运气天使
5:01pm
07/09/2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
4th day of holiday
even it is a holiday..which everyone is eager to wait for it..but not me..although i can sleep till 12pm without mother nagging..but this makes me worry one little thing which is...
'I m alone again'
i always went to school..with a i-m-confident look..
but u haven't know..what actually happen inside of me..
i m not the confident ppl that u think is..i weaker than u hv thought..
n most of all...i m always alone..no matter how hard i try..i will ended up..being alone..
i try to go up..spice up the scene..ya..they r happy..which makes me happy..
but when someone came up stage..they will all forget about me..they will leave me aside..
even when i write a lot of things..they never read it nor answer my question..
mayb i m really useless after all..
i always think i deserve having a great family like them..but i was wrong..
i never deserve it at all..all of them so clever..n talented..me??jus only a piece of junk..which even a garbage junk would not like to take in..
i just only a stupid which make ppl more work to do..
i m only just a piece of junk which no one wanted..
i really deserve the lonely feelings which had haunted me for years..
this will never stopped..
wat hurt me most..even 'that' person..ignore me like others did..i guess there is really no good reason for me to live in this green Earth right?
Written by,
爱情Bluey a.k.a 坏运气天使
'I m alone again'
i always went to school..with a i-m-confident look..
but u haven't know..what actually happen inside of me..
i m not the confident ppl that u think is..i weaker than u hv thought..
n most of all...i m always alone..no matter how hard i try..i will ended up..being alone..
i try to go up..spice up the scene..ya..they r happy..which makes me happy..
but when someone came up stage..they will all forget about me..they will leave me aside..
even when i write a lot of things..they never read it nor answer my question..
mayb i m really useless after all..
i always think i deserve having a great family like them..but i was wrong..
i never deserve it at all..all of them so clever..n talented..me??jus only a piece of junk..which even a garbage junk would not like to take in..
i just only a stupid which make ppl more work to do..
i m only just a piece of junk which no one wanted..
i really deserve the lonely feelings which had haunted me for years..
this will never stopped..
wat hurt me most..even 'that' person..ignore me like others did..i guess there is really no good reason for me to live in this green Earth right?
Written by,
爱情Bluey a.k.a 坏运气天使
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
1st day trial exam(2010)/bully by 老大 2 times in a row
bm paper...only got half life..tomorrow is sejarah is mati 99 de><
come back from school..feel like very emo~><
then i hv no other choice n scroll my mouse to the 'Google Chrome' n press it..
the first thing i press when i go in is...Meetoto!!wakakaka!no matter how hard i tried..i still couldn't get out of this site= =i jus jus wan to stick to it><
haizzzz...then i go in jiu straight 'AFK'!kckc studying XDD actually i facebooking~
at night,ya tou(my 3rd darling) came in n chat wif me~
then suddenly laoda don know where de screw has loosen suddenly ask want to ply a game not..
of coz i wan ply coz i m so damn bored =O=..only me,ya tou n laoda ply..
we go to a k room..only 1 ppl is there...so..the rules is..every person go up stage...then when a person came in..jus ask for his o her fb o hp number...
the person who get the most wins...that sounds fun right?
at first laoda go up...'pujuk' the boy but that guy already afk...XDD too bad..
that time laoda keep saying 'leng zai' part so funny~~
when no one came in...laoda call me go up n try persuade that guy...lolx><
then a girl came in~~guess wat??that time i keep saying leng lui leng lui until ya tou angry at me><
if for u..when u come in a place...suddenly a stranger say nid ur fb n hp number n also..keep saying u leng zai o leng lui...u sure say..'this person wat happen,sot jor?'
lolx= =kena bully by laoda...
then when he sing halfway suddenly he puo the advertisement..
i say don puo mine de..but he purposely puo it= =qi si wo le!==
N WORSE!!he purposely..forward to the introducing part LOLX!!!lucky when my turn to intro he fall down stage!!WAKAKAKAKA XP
by 爱情Bluey,
10.13pm
18/08/2010
if for u..when u come in a place...suddenly a stranger say nid ur fb n hp number n also..keep saying u leng zai o leng lui...u sure say..'this person wat happen,sot jor?'
lolx= =kena bully by laoda...
then when he sing halfway suddenly he puo the advertisement..
i say don puo mine de..but he purposely puo it= =qi si wo le!==
N WORSE!!he purposely..forward to the introducing part LOLX!!!lucky when my turn to intro he fall down stage!!WAKAKAKAKA XP
by 爱情Bluey,
10.13pm
18/08/2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
The 6th Day in top secret~
nothing much happen today~only tsfm n watever it is...
神秘黑天使 15:43:18<
insult our laoda..u will never hv a great day i tell u~T.T
today at school suddenly got mood then make a logo for TSFM XD..but not yet let them see..but sure they don agree..theirs so high class..mine like juz a stupid piece of paper= =when TSFM o,Loving this time treat me good le..he really open the song tat i wanted XD!good for him..if not he will become panda eyes tonite o mayb he scare i 捣蛋 at TSFM.XD
after tsfm,guess wat~wuhan suddenly on9 for like a hundreds years he no on9 liao..when he stand in front of me..n say hello..i was like O.O....wow!i there wa wa wa wa XD remember back really kind of stupid at tat time..LOL!
at night,even if loving treat me good when at tsfm,when at night damn he bully me again!i say i wan tat nian ni ba song..he don't wan gv me!shit him><
today so sienz~~but great to meet new frens from ts family..xiaoyii..she sing soooooooooooo nice!!!!n sianzboi sing xin tiao not bad~n i discover tat lao da ringtone is nian li ba nian li ba nian nian nian li ba XD...
by 爱情Bluey，
10.28pm
24/4/2010
神秘黑天使 15:43:18<
insult our laoda..u will never hv a great day i tell u~T.T
today at school suddenly got mood then make a logo for TSFM XD..but not yet let them see..but sure they don agree..theirs so high class..mine like juz a stupid piece of paper= =when TSFM o,Loving this time treat me good le..he really open the song tat i wanted XD!good for him..if not he will become panda eyes tonite o mayb he scare i 捣蛋 at TSFM.XD
after tsfm,guess wat~wuhan suddenly on9 for like a hundreds years he no on9 liao..when he stand in front of me..n say hello..i was like O.O....wow!i there wa wa wa wa XD remember back really kind of stupid at tat time..LOL!
at night,even if loving treat me good when at tsfm,when at night damn he bully me again!i say i wan tat nian ni ba song..he don't wan gv me!shit him><
today so sienz~~but great to meet new frens from ts family..xiaoyii..she sing soooooooooooo nice!!!!n sianzboi sing xin tiao not bad~n i discover tat lao da ringtone is nian li ba nian li ba nian nian nian li ba XD...
by 爱情Bluey，
10.28pm
24/4/2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
The 1st day: without him & at Top Secret family
the 1st time without talking to him..really felt weird..usually he start to talk..but now when not talking..i feel weird..but when he talk..i will get bored>
about joining family top secret~i knew a lot of friends..ah jun the committee become my sifu...DJ sifu...angie become my singing sifu *play cool*
yesterday night,i knew a guy mayb older than me a bit..lol..he ply piano so WELL!!*jealous*n also he got VERY VERY GOOD VOICE!his name is LovEDocT.i like to call him doc~it make him feel like very geng XDlike the 'dexter in the laboratory' XD when he zi tan zi chang..wa 4 8 nice!u would hv melted there when u hear it LOL!serious he really sing very well!darn..muz ask him to teach me how he learn it..after he sing a few songs,he tell me a lot of secrets duh @@..bout his crush on a girl,how he like to sing,n i knew one thing..he say one thing tat i got touched by it 'I don't really like to become DJ,what i really one is..sing.even its jus a small little things with ur hands touching on the piano n ur voice trying to follow the keys..it gives a lot of meaning.singing is the only way i could express myself'.....TAT WAS A TOUCHING STORY :'(
i think he also as same as me..loving someone tat u can never hv...*sigh*wish him to recover from the pain..
to LovEDocT
DOC!JIA YOU JIA YOU!I WILL SUPPORT U DE!COZ I M UR TOU HAO FANS! XD u say tat i will forget ur voice when u r on a radio..duh..if only u always sing n let me hear lo~then i can remember o..express out the words tat u hv keep in ur heart for 7 years.
LOL~wat a good fren i m XD(perasan perasan)
WRITTEN BY,
爱情Bluey
19/4/2010
10:10am
about joining family top secret~i knew a lot of friends..ah jun the committee become my sifu...DJ sifu...angie become my singing sifu *play cool*
yesterday night,i knew a guy mayb older than me a bit..lol..he ply piano so WELL!!*jealous*n also he got VERY VERY GOOD VOICE!his name is LovEDocT.i like to call him doc~it make him feel like very geng XDlike the 'dexter in the laboratory' XD when he zi tan zi chang..wa 4 8 nice!u would hv melted there when u hear it LOL!serious he really sing very well!darn..muz ask him to teach me how he learn it..after he sing a few songs,he tell me a lot of secrets duh @@..bout his crush on a girl,how he like to sing,n i knew one thing..he say one thing tat i got touched by it 'I don't really like to become DJ,what i really one is..sing.even its jus a small little things with ur hands touching on the piano n ur voice trying to follow the keys..it gives a lot of meaning.singing is the only way i could express myself'.....TAT WAS A TOUCHING STORY :'(
i think he also as same as me..loving someone tat u can never hv...*sigh*wish him to recover from the pain..
to LovEDocT
DOC!JIA YOU JIA YOU!I WILL SUPPORT U DE!COZ I M UR TOU HAO FANS! XD u say tat i will forget ur voice when u r on a radio..duh..if only u always sing n let me hear lo~then i can remember o..express out the words tat u hv keep in ur heart for 7 years.
LOL~wat a good fren i m XD(perasan perasan)
WRITTEN BY,
爱情Bluey
19/4/2010
10:10am
Monday, February 8, 2010
i wish i was never been born
'when ur da jie in teens,she never ply computer like u.when ur da jie in teens,she knows how to cook good food.when ur da jie in teens,she always study very hard'
IS TAT ALL U CAN SAY!?!?!WHEN UR DA JIE IN TEENS WHEN UR DA JIE IN TEENS???DID U EVER THOUGHT OF ME?!!??I DO EVERYTHING I COULD THIS YEAR..N WAT DID U SAY?!!?'when ur da jie in teens'..U KNW WAT I WAN??I WAN FREEDOM!!I WAN FRENS!!I WAN CATHERINE CHENG AS MY FREN!!I WAN MY FRENS BACK...BUT U HATE THEM!U DON EVEN GET WAT I REALLY WAN!!MY FRENS HV BOYFRENS SO WAT?!?!?I CNT BE FRENS WIF THEM ANYMORE!?!??!THEY R STILL A HUMAN TAT ACCOMPANY ME WHEN I GOT SCOLDED BY TEACHER,THEY R THE ONE WHO HUG ME WHEN I M IN NID N THEY R THE ONE WHO TALK TO ME WHEN MY MIND WAS FULL OF HATEFUL THOUGHTS!EVEN SHE HAS A BOYFREN..SHE CARE FOR ME MORE THAN HER BF!!
BUT WAT DID U GV ME???U JUS ONLY KNOW 'when ur da jie in teens'!!!
i gt fed up of this..i M OUTTA HERE!!!
IS TAT ALL U CAN SAY!?!?!WHEN UR DA JIE IN TEENS WHEN UR DA JIE IN TEENS???DID U EVER THOUGHT OF ME?!!??I DO EVERYTHING I COULD THIS YEAR..N WAT DID U SAY?!!?'when ur da jie in teens'..U KNW WAT I WAN??I WAN FREEDOM!!I WAN FRENS!!I WAN CATHERINE CHENG AS MY FREN!!I WAN MY FRENS BACK...BUT U HATE THEM!U DON EVEN GET WAT I REALLY WAN!!MY FRENS HV BOYFRENS SO WAT?!?!?I CNT BE FRENS WIF THEM ANYMORE!?!??!THEY R STILL A HUMAN TAT ACCOMPANY ME WHEN I GOT SCOLDED BY TEACHER,THEY R THE ONE WHO HUG ME WHEN I M IN NID N THEY R THE ONE WHO TALK TO ME WHEN MY MIND WAS FULL OF HATEFUL THOUGHTS!EVEN SHE HAS A BOYFREN..SHE CARE FOR ME MORE THAN HER BF!!
BUT WAT DID U GV ME???U JUS ONLY KNOW 'when ur da jie in teens'!!!
i gt fed up of this..i M OUTTA HERE!!!
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