真爱~真的存在吗？

3 more days to go~

2011-03-19T22:51:00.000-07:00

oh great...another day has gone...
and it almost times up for the SPM result to come out
why can't the holiday be any longer o just stop there@@?
when i got up today...SHOOT!!@@it's already 12noon..
oh great..i have to eat breakfast n lunch together = =
tomommow night i will be going to my friend's to BBQ...
i don't think i will diet on that time already..
I m gonna eat as much as i can@@
if not...don know after spm i can eat as much as that or not..

hmmm...today on9 meetoto..wel..as usual..nothing happened..
i go rockstar hangout and found ah yes over there...
i wonder if there is anyone call ah no...XDDD
then they can be twin lolx~~
i found a few professional singers there also X)
(Wings93,classicjazz,n somemore...a lot than u expected..)

To be continued...

Written by,
爱情Bluey

1:51pm
20/3/2011

UNABLE TO TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-02-26T07:33:00.000-08:00

I wanna find someone to talk to...when i found it..i hv nothing to say to them..i just felt something inside me is getting heavier n heavier..
I ask myself:MY GOD!!I GAIN WEIGHT???!!!
well..of coz after a few sleep eat sleep n eat routine...haha@@
but still there is like something wrong...very very wrong..
i feel like i made a wrong decision..but...I DON KNOW WHAT I HV MADE WRONG..
then i feel like..i want this then want this..when i got it home....'Y THE HELL I GET THIS THINGS?'
darn= =...
still now...i don know wat i really really REALLY want...Help me Pleaseeeeeeeeeee!!!SAVE ME!!

Written By,
爱情Bluey

11:33pm
26/2/2011

4th day of holiday

2010-09-07T02:01:00.003-07:00

even it is a holiday..which everyone is eager to wait for it..but not me..although i can sleep till 12pm without mother nagging..but this makes me worry one little thing which is...
'I m alone again'
i always went to school..with a i-m-confident look..
but u haven't know..what actually happen inside of me..
i m not the confident ppl that u think is..i weaker than u hv thought..
n most of all...i m always alone..no matter how hard i try..i will ended up..being alone..
i try to go up..spice up the scene..ya..they r happy..which makes me happy..
but when someone came up stage..they will all forget about me..they will leave me aside..
even when i write a lot of things..they never read it nor answer my question..
mayb i m really useless after all..
i always think i deserve having a great family like them..but i was wrong..
i never deserve it at all..all of them so clever..n talented..me??jus only a piece of junk..which even a garbage junk would not like to take in..
i just only a stupid which make ppl more work to do..
i m only just a piece of junk which no one wanted..
i really deserve the lonely feelings which had haunted me for years..
this will never stopped..
wat hurt me most..even 'that' person..ignore me like others did..i guess there is really no good reason for me to live in this green Earth right?

Written by,
爱情Bluey a.k.a 坏运气天使

5:01pm
07/09/2010

4th day of holiday

2010-09-07T02:00:00.000-07:00

1st day trial exam(2010)/bully by 老大 2 times in a row

2010-08-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

bm paper...only got half life..tomorrow is sejarah is mati 99 de><
if for u..when u come in a place...suddenly a stranger say nid ur fb n hp number n also..keep saying u leng zai o leng lui...u sure say..'this person wat happen,sot jor?'
lolx= =kena bully by laoda...
then when he sing halfway suddenly he puo the advertisement..
i say don puo mine de..but he purposely puo it= =qi si wo le!==
N WORSE!!he purposely..forward to the introducing part LOLX!!!lucky when my turn to intro he fall down stage!!WAKAKAKAKA XP

by 爱情Bluey,

10.13pm
18/08/2010

The 6th Day in top secret~

2010-04-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

nothing much happen today~only tsfm n watever it is...

神秘黑天使 15:43:18<♥†0p_$3cr3†♥™网路电台【ONAIR】 http://tsfm.youstream.fm/

insult our laoda..u will never hv a great day i tell u~T.T
today at school suddenly got mood then make a logo for TSFM XD..but not yet let them see..but sure they don agree..theirs so high class..mine like juz a stupid piece of paper= =when TSFM o,Loving this time treat me good le..he really open the song tat i wanted XD!good for him..if not he will become panda eyes tonite o mayb he scare i 捣蛋 at TSFM.XD

after tsfm,guess wat~wuhan suddenly on9 for like a hundreds years he no on9 liao..when he stand in front of me..n say hello..i was like O.O....wow!i there wa wa wa wa XD remember back really kind of stupid at tat time..LOL!

at night,even if loving treat me good when at tsfm,when at night damn he bully me again!i say i wan tat nian ni ba song..he don't wan gv me!shit him><

today so sienz~~but great to meet new frens from ts family..xiaoyii..she sing soooooooooooo nice!!!!n sianzboi sing xin tiao not bad~n i discover tat lao da ringtone is nian li ba nian li ba nian nian nian li ba XD...

by 爱情Bluey，

10.28pm
24/4/2010

The 1st day: without him & at Top Secret family

2010-04-18T18:46:00.000-07:00

the 1st time without talking to him..really felt weird..usually he start to talk..but now when not talking..i feel weird..but when he talk..i will get bored>seeing him like tat i felt uneasy..i hate this feeling..should i get together with him agian o should i juz gv up on him?

about joining family top secret~i knew a lot of friends..ah jun the committee become my sifu...DJ sifu...angie become my singing sifu *play cool*
yesterday night,i knew a guy mayb older than me a bit..lol..he ply piano so WELL!!*jealous*n also he got VERY VERY GOOD VOICE!his name is LovEDocT.i like to call him doc~it make him feel like very geng XDlike the 'dexter in the laboratory' XD when he zi tan zi chang..wa 4 8 nice!u would hv melted there when u hear it LOL!serious he really sing very well!darn..muz ask him to teach me how he learn it..after he sing a few songs,he tell me a lot of secrets duh @@..bout his crush on a girl,how he like to sing,n i knew one thing..he say one thing tat i got touched by it 'I don't really like to become DJ,what i really one is..sing.even its jus a small little things with ur hands touching on the piano n ur voice trying to follow the keys..it gives a lot of meaning.singing is the only way i could express myself'.....TAT WAS A TOUCHING STORY :'(
i think he also as same as me..loving someone tat u can never hv...*sigh*wish him to recover from the pain..
to LovEDocT
DOC!JIA YOU JIA YOU!I WILL SUPPORT U DE!COZ I M UR TOU HAO FANS! XD u say tat i will forget ur voice when u r on a radio..duh..if only u always sing n let me hear lo~then i can remember o..express out the words tat u hv keep in ur heart for 7 years.

LOL~wat a good fren i m XD(perasan perasan)

WRITTEN BY,
爱情Bluey

19/4/2010
10:10am

i wish i was never been born

2010-02-08T08:48:00.000-08:00

'when ur da jie in teens,she never ply computer like u.when ur da jie in teens,she knows how to cook good food.when ur da jie in teens,she always study very hard'
IS TAT ALL U CAN SAY!?!?!WHEN UR DA JIE IN TEENS WHEN UR DA JIE IN TEENS???DID U EVER THOUGHT OF ME?!!??I DO EVERYTHING I COULD THIS YEAR..N WAT DID U SAY?!!?'when ur da jie in teens'..U KNW WAT I WAN??I WAN FREEDOM!!I WAN FRENS!!I WAN CATHERINE CHENG AS MY FREN!!I WAN MY FRENS BACK...BUT U HATE THEM!U DON EVEN GET WAT I REALLY WAN!!MY FRENS HV BOYFRENS SO WAT?!?!?I CNT BE FRENS WIF THEM ANYMORE!?!??!THEY R STILL A HUMAN TAT ACCOMPANY ME WHEN I GOT SCOLDED BY TEACHER,THEY R THE ONE WHO HUG ME WHEN I M IN NID N THEY R THE ONE WHO TALK TO ME WHEN MY MIND WAS FULL OF HATEFUL THOUGHTS!EVEN SHE HAS A BOYFREN..SHE CARE FOR ME MORE THAN HER BF!!
BUT WAT DID U GV ME???U JUS ONLY KNOW 'when ur da jie in teens'!!!
i gt fed up of this..i M OUTTA HERE!!!

one week raya holiday

2009-09-27T03:26:00.001-07:00

爱

2009-09-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

爱要来就来

爱要走就走

Wh3n it com3s

tr3asur3 it wif ur h3art

S3kurang-kurangnya

akan m3ninggalkan

k3nangan yg T3RINDAH

The 10 most hurting,touching sentences in my life

2009-09-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

Top 10 hurting sentences
1. shang ko cha xiu hou ko shang lei chut lei ar!!
2. i was juz plying wif u.tat time at installation is juz an act duh...
3. yes...i admit..i cheat her money..
4. actually this is my net gf lai de...
5. pls don tell *** **** tat we r together...
6. i dun wan u angry at my ex gf!!!
7. bobo,u wan another mother o me?
8. fen shou kuai le zhu ni kuai le
9. dui...wo gen ben dou mei you xi huan guo ni
10. ignore me!!!!!!don ever come bother me!!

Top 10 touching sentences
1. u faster go sleep..i already is a panda..tomorrow i dun wan see the 2nd panda
2. bluey.ni jiu ke ai ar..err...jiu shi xi huan ni ba..err..
3. wat r frens for??
4. congratz.
5. wo xiang yao zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
6. kuai dian la....for once we all can take photo together!!one family!!come on!!we cnt be late
7.

HOLIDAY SIENZ==!!

2009-08-30T06:09:00.000-07:00

as i thought holiday would be fun==ended up getting more bored==

Zui ai hai shi ni 最愛還是你 You are still the one i love the most by Danson

2009-08-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

沒開口的話怎樣才能懂
我好想把畫面倒帶回頭
你留在我心中熟悉的表情
每個溫暖純白的記憶穿越了距離

擁擠的人潮沒有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就會笑
不要說對不起也不要問原
因就讓世界不停的向前別忘記從前

最愛還是你　這是我的決定
像宇宙相對的星　互相吸引
慢慢就會靠近　還是要愛你
時間會證明　我愛你的勇氣
牽著你的手　才知道是永久

這一次我放棄了所有
是為了再與你相遇

最愛還是你　這是我的決定
像宇宙相對的星　互相吸引
慢慢就會靠近　還是要愛你
時間會證明　我愛你的勇氣
牽著你的手　才知道是永久

一輩子不放手

mei kai kou de hua zen yang cai neng dong
wo hao xiang ba hua mian dao dai hui tou
ni liu zai wo xin zhong shou xi de biao qing
mei ge wen nuan chun bai de ji yi chuan yue le ju li

yong ji de ren chao mei you ren zhi dao
wo tou tou xiang ni zui jiao jiu hui xiao
bu yao shuo dui bu qi ye bu yao wen yuan yin
jiu rang shi jie bu ting de xiang qian bie wang ji cong qian

zui ai hai shi ni zhe shi wo de jue ding
xiang yu zhou xiang dui de xing hu xiang xi yin
man man jiu hui kao jin hai shi yao ai ni
shi jian hui zheng ming wo ai ni de yong qi
qian zhe ni de shou cai zhi dao shi yong jiu

zhe yi ci wo fang qi le suo you
shi wei le zai yu ni xiang yu

zui ai hai shi ni zhe shi wo de jue ding
xiang yu zhou xiang dui de xing hu xiang xi yin
man man jiu hui kao jin hai shi yao ai ni
shi jian hui zheng ming wo ai ni de yong qi
qian zhe ni de shou cai zhi dao shi yong jiu

yi bei zi bu fang shou

How do we understand the unspoken words
I wanted so much to rewind the image
The familiar expression you left in my heart
Every warm and pure white memories surpassed our distance

In the crowd, no one knew
My lips would be in a smile just thinking of you
Don't say sorry and don't ask the reason
Let this world keeps going, don't forget the past

You are still the one I love the most, it's my decision
Like the opposite stars in the universe attracted to each other
They will slowly get closer, I still have to love you
Time will prove the courage of my love for you
It's when holding your hand I'll know what forever is

This time I give up everything
Just to meet you again

You are still the one I love the most, it's my decision
Like the opposite stars in the universe attracted to each other
They will slowly get closer, I still have to love you
Time will prove the courage of my love for you
It's when holding your hand I know what forever is

Never letting go

The difference between before and after examT.T

2009-08-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

~[before exam]~
my table was like a mountain of books!!!!=.=..
if i got the machine tat can plug in my memory into this computer..
i will show u my 'clean' tableT.T
wouldn it be great if they is no books n we can use laptopsT.T

~[after exam]~
my table is finally clean!!!!!!but still full of books!!=.=
the exam is finally over!!!!n finally i can on9!!!!!!!!!!god!!!!
3 days cannot on9 already wan die liao...if 1 week!!!ho!!!i need 3 life liaoT.T
the best is finally sdo!!!LVL 20!!!I CAN PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!really need celebrate!!haha!!!
on back MMT..everyone as always..ignore me>.<..haizzz

对宝贝的告白

2009-08-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

宝贝。ni zhi dao wo shi zai jiang ni de...xiexie ni bang le wo xie le yi ke hen chang de essay..
hahaz!!
back to the point..==
qi shi wo tan bai de gen ni shuo..wo zhen de xi huan ni le...zhen de..
ke shi wo bu ken ding ni you mei you na jong gan jue..
di yi qi wo men jian de jiu shi zai on9 game..
wo hai ji de wo invite ni jing lai de
mei xiang dao wo yi wen ni you mei you lao puo le..ni jiu zhe jie shuo yao bu yao ***** T.T
na ge shi hou wo zhen de xia tao T.T
zui hou wo dou shuo ke yi...=.=...

kai tou da suan shi game ba le..ending up like tis...
ended up wo men zhen de yi qi le
jiang jiu wo mei gen ni shuo guo..
现在我就在这里跟你说
宝贝。我爱你

You are my friend

2009-08-12T22:53:00.000-07:00

Standing by,

All the way.

Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,

When you are weak,

Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,

When you cry.

Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,

Through thick and thin,

All just to say, you are my friend.

我的痛苦

2009-08-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

wo zhen de ai shang ni le..wo bu zhi dao ji shi kai shi de...
sui ran wo zhi dao le bu ying kai zhi dao de dong shi...
ke shi wo mei yi chi dou xiang ni chi shi shi nan shen..
yin wei wo zhen de bu ken fang shou...
in tian wo ku le shi yin wei
1)gan cai ni gen wo shuo..yao gen ren jia jiang wo men zhi shi pen you..wo zhen de hen tong ku..
2)ni xie de blog..ni gen ta yi jing ban nian le...wo men zhi shi 1 ke yue..wo hen tong ku....di san zhe de shi wo bu shi ta...
3)na yi tian wo zhi dao le ni shi nu de...wo hai zhi de shi xin chi yi..yin wei na yi tian jiu shi 101 tian wo mei qu xue xiao..
**** ***** zhi shi di yi tian zai meetoto ni gen wo shuo ni shi huan shang wo le..wo zhen de hen kao xin..ke shi wo bu gan jie shou yin wei wo bu ken ding ni zhen ren shi shui

The First Post!!!!!!!!

2009-08-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

first time posting already sick lo=.=

flu,cough,fever...haizzzz

next week exam lu...wish faster recover so can exam properly>.<